The year 2012, has been the best year among last 5 years of my life. This is not just because good things happened to me, but because I have evolved, emotionally or mentally, whatever you want to call it. I used to spend most of my time, depressed about the things that were wrong with my life. Although I was aware of this, getting past those things is easily said than done. Over and over again, I have thought about things in past, all the wrong decisions I took, all the wrong things I have said and all my wrong actions. Of course, all these things is what makes me the person I am today and I am happy and content with the kind of person I have come to be. (minus some minor things, which I am still working on)
The following statement is probably the most obvious one: it is not only important to let go of the past, but it is also important to concentrate on the more positive aspects of life in the present. Easier said than done. I have been so consumed and busy with thinking about the negative things that I have forgot all about the good things. I have consciously tried to make my mind concentrate on good things and have succeeded to some extent. I used to think, why is it not like this, or that. Why didn't someone do something for you? What they didn't do is not important because those are your expectations, but what they do is what is important. I have come to appreciate what is and not to engross myself thinking about what is not. For once, I feel free of the destructive, never ending, cycle of negative thoughts. For all this, I am grateful and hope to keep growing as a person.
(This post seems like a lot of gibberish. I am gonna keep it anyway) :P
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| I feel freeeeeeeeee.... |
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